so......i'm in the process of looking for a job

and in that process- i search the internet, i cry, i throw things, i yell, i get excited, and i drink a lot of coffee. and wine. red wine. 

and i don't blog.  for like years.  but i don't shut down the blog, either- because you never know- maybe someday i will write another post. 

so...why not today?

as i scan my computer screen, read CIFs for Presbyterian churches, sift through camping ministry/ counseling ministry jobs and hope against hope that I'll see Jesus settled between the lines of some job description- I forget.  I forget the beauty of the church, the breath Christ sends us out into the world with, and the constancy of air-flow provided.

 

Despite my forgetfulness, God reminds.  This reminds.  And I am invited once again to remember that I am a response to God's unceasing call.  My prayer is that I may not start 'something new' next year, but that I'll be Spirit-swept into the movement of God's mission.